1.38 AM


Yes, I'm still awake -.-
I have rehearsal for the pageant at 9am and I haven't prepared anything yet, terrible. Maybe write something would make me sleepy, haha.

Anyway, wanna chit-chat nih hehe :p
*Again, start with the weather* It's supposed to be warm now, but we get another freezing day in this spring time! It's crazy, global warming really changes our weather. I heard in Indonesia the weather is unpredictable too, ain't it? It was really frightening me first time I watched news in the morning and saw what happened in Japan. I don't believe that 2012 is the end of the world, but I agree with idea of "something would happen". Para mi, it must be a natural things that man get back what they've done to the earth..

Next, I just figured out that talent night of the pageant and district competition of talent hunt will be at the same day! And they are held in two different cities. Sucks. I really wanna do both, but if it's just impossible to do surely i need to sacrifice one :( Well, knowing how much I love singing I guess you know what will happen next --" But I'm trying to make it work foe both anyway. I just wish I'll make the right decision. Oh ya, good news: I won huskies spring talent show! <3 It was wonderful to get standing applause, I thank y'all for the claps and hugs, love you~ The bad news is: Huskies got 3 (average) in chorus festival. I just couldn't believe it! I was confident we could make 1 (superior), It was so amazing in rehearsal! It just wasn't our day perhaps - like the judge said ): But well, I'll do better in district competition and I'm so excited for spring concert! I will perform too with limited chorus in two different mid-school next week. :D

Okay, next curhat session boleh dong ya :p Prom is coming soon nih, and I have no idea bout it, "to go or not to go?". I don't wanna go with somebody I don't like, lo siento, but I can't ask either -.- Maunya sih pergi sama ituuuu.. yang bikin gue semangat tiap dia ada di lab kimia, hahaha. Don't know why, tapi gue ngerasa bukan gue aja gitu ngajak cowok, hiiyyy *despite the fact HELLO THIS IS US! Yeah yeah once in a life time, tapi ya teteeeuuupp. Memang saya wanita Indonesia mungkin, haha --" Let's see, or maybe I'll just go with my friends yang ga punya date *semoga beneran ga bawa partner mereka, nasiiibb gue kalo jadi obat nyamuk, zzz

Iseng ngelirik kalendernya si Shasha, maaaaaaaaannnn 3 bulan lagi pulaaaannnngggg!!
Sudah terpenuhikah semua goal gue? BELOM. I WANNA GO TO BOSTOOOOONNNNN!!! I hate it, it's unfair! Why I'm not allowed to travel by myself when my friends are backpacking in Boston right now?? JAHAAATT )': At some points, I do wanna go home. I miss home, my family and friends, Indonesian foods, SO BAD. But I love Hunter Huss, my school, I just don't want this school year to end! School is the best thing for me in my exchange year. Kalo American benci sekolah, gue mati udah kalo ngga sekolah. haha. Taun ini bener-bener berharga, segala naik turun pasang surut terombang-ambing.. Seperti ditempa berkali-kali, jatuh bangun lagi. Begitu terus. I just knew I didn't really understand myself and a lot of things I didn't know about my own country before. Now I think I completely understand why exchange students are different with regular students (: Dan guess what? Perenungan gue soal jurusan kuliah berakhir di.. kedokteran dan psikologi. Thou it means i need to take IPC exam, Insya Allah mantep. Insya Allah either one yang terbaik! Insya Allah di UI or coming back here. I'm on fire now, full of spirits! Doakan doakan doakan yaaaa :DDD Semoga teman-teman saya yang akan lulustahun ini diberi kelancaran segala sesuatunya amiin amiiinn (:

Ooopss, 2.32 am. Gotta have some sleep!
Stay tune, I'll write again soon. Ciao!

AB~